hey guys thank you all for your replies especially mouse. I think after my exams finish i'm just gonna relax and slowly get back into my drumming through the holidays and when i get to uni im looking forward to making a couple of bands.
If i give up i would be letting myself down and drummers all around. I know i would never forgive myself. Thank you all again for some good advice, will let you all know how its going after the holidays
cheers
Paul